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14 September 2006 @ 08:44 pm
Wanting to find indifference  
Hello.

I just got news that I did not make the 2006-2007 Boys Sr. Volleyball team. To be totally honest, I tried my best at the tryouts. And to be totally honest again, I wasn't really expecting to make it anyways. I was still sorta dissapointed, but at the same time, I wasn't too surprised either. I mean, I'm just a 5'5 azn kid who can hardly reach the top of the net and can't set for beans. I mean, Lester was there hammering the balls right into the ground and I, hardly getting them over (haha, At least I was better than Simu who was consistently hitting balls into the net.). That's alright though, just a small blemish in my otherwise OK day. Congratulations to Kevin who did make the team, the only MIII who did, not surprisingly.

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Jeez, school is so gay, I have so much homework. I am constantly deprived of MSN because of homework and that makes me edgy. The smallest things really me off, like the fact that Mr.Chalmers assigned and incredibly gay and overly-detailed mapping assignment to our class, and to everyone else as well. So gay, I swear to god. I heard that the UTSPA is reviewing the way UTS marks us. This could mean one of three things: 1), Everyone gets better marks. 2), We get less/easier work. Or 3), I leave UTS. Woo-hoo. That wouldn't be that bad. I mean, it would be bad but at least I wouldn't be so stressed all the time and having to wake up at six thirty in the morning, geez!

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And then her again. It's almost a parallel but she won't be reading this anyways. She, it, always seems just out of my grasp; I just need to stretch a little more, but I don't really want to sometimes. It plays with you, yes, no, yes, no, yes, NO! Geez, what to do. Haha, I used to think it would work out perfectly, simply fall into place, but no, reality just had to come along and smack me in the face. I'm done ranting, I hate this computer and I wish I had my own.

ryan
 
 
Current Location: Mississauga, ON
Current Mood: moodymoody
Current Music: Over My Head - The Fray
 
 
 
Tinawistful_memoirs on September 15th, 2006 07:40 am (UTC)
It's okay, I never make volleyball teams because I suck, not because I'm short, if this helps?

- Tina
chaipon on September 17th, 2006 03:55 am (UTC)
why are you so intelligent and profound on lj but completely incomprehensible and high on msn?

ohhh hooray for kevin though, volleyball is kind of hard. or maybe that's just because i suck at all sports that don't involve smacking someone into the ground with my fists. at least you tried your best, though?? on the bright side, you still have like. a ton of growing to do! you'll be a giant, don't worry. (unless your parents are freakishly short ahaha...)

fuck i totally agree on the geo thing though. what a gay assignment. =___=;

and wow girl troubles?! who is "she"? probably somebody i don't know right? aaaa give me a hint *cries*